Your Guardian Angel

When I see your smile

Tears run down my face

I can't replace

And now that I'm strong

I have figured out

How this world turns cold

and it breaks through my soul

And I know I'll find

deep inside me

I can be the one

I will never let you fall(let you fall)

I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all(though it all)

Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.

Seasons are changing

And waves are crashing

And stars are falling all for us

Days grow longer and nights grow shorter

I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)

I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)

Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart

Please don't throw that away

Cuz I'm here for you

Please don't walk away and

Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will

Pull my strings just for a thrill

And I know I'll be okay

Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall

I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all

Even if saving you sends me to heaven

.....................

mUAx

Kau Kekasih ku..

Indah di mata... indah dijiwa yang berahi
Bagaikan direnda... terpesona penuh asyik
Dan kubelai... sisir angin yang berbisik
Bukan rahsia... kau kekasih ku...

Pecahan ombak...yang menyentuh pipi ini
Pedih rasa hati... bagai ditusuk panah duri
Dan kusapu... kerna kabur pandanganku
Dalam langkah... tarian cintamu

Duhai malam... tiada bintang...
Menghiasi... taman kasih ini...
Hanya aku... sendirian...
Tak berteman... keseorangan...

Kekasih ku... hanya aku...
Yang memuja... sisa cinta ini...
Seandainya... ombak laut...
Surut lagi... aku pergi...

Kekasih ku...

Seiring camar pulang... setia pada janji
Itu doa ku... selama ini...

Dealova

Dan pabila mentari di ufuk timur..seolah menjengah dunia dengan melebarkan sayap sinarnya...

Disaat awan gemawan berarak perlahan..seolah ingin menghentikaan detik yang berjalan...

Ketika kicauan burung menghiasi langit..yang berona jingga kepada keunguan....

ada sepasang mata tertacap pada indahnya samudera...

Kagum pada nikmat pemberianNYa..

dan hati terdetak :

Apakah esok KAu masih mengizinkan aku menikmatinya semula...

Pagi tadi membawa hujan renyai...hati aku rasa seperti terbuai dengan melankolia titisan hujan ke jendela....dan aku memutar lagu ini seperti tiada noktah...

Entah mengapa....ingin aku rasa bagaimana menjadi sebuah mimpi indah pada siapa-siapa... Ingin menjadi udara yang dihela...menjadi nyanyian hati sang pencinta...menjadi sesuatu yang memberi kewujudan pada sesuatu yang telah sedia diwujudkan...

Selamat malam mimpi-mimpi indah yang berawangan di angin malam....aku teringin salah satunya di antara sejuta....punya sesuatu yang mirip aku....

Allahyarham Din Beramboi..

.....[1] Dengan nama Allah, Yang Maha Pemurah, lagi Maha Mengasihani.[2] Pujian bagi Allah, Tuhan yang memelihara dan mentadbirkan sekalian alam.[3] Yang Maha Pemurah, lagi Maha Mengasihani.[4] Yang Menguasai pemerintahan hari Pembalasan (hari Akhirat).[5] Engkaulah sahaja (Ya Allah) Yang Kami sembah, dan kepada Engkaulah sahaja kami memohon pertolongan.[6] Tunjukilah kami jalan yang lurus.[7] Iaitu jalan orang-orang yang Engkau telah kurniakan nikmat kepada mereka, bukan (jalan) orang-orang yang dimurkai ke atas mereka, dan bukan pula (jalan) orang-orang yang sesat.......

Akhirnya kau pergi jua...

AKu merasakn kehilangan...

Mereka pasti lebih merasakan ketiadaan...

Dunia kini sunyi seolah tiada kedengaran...

Akan tawa hilai...

Dan gelak gemalai...

Imbalan dek coretan lucu mu...

Suara jenaka mu...

Yang sering menemai sepi ku...

Santapan pagi kini kekurangan satu hidangan...

Hidangan halwa telinga...

Bauan aroma ceria...

Arusan alpha....

Akhirnya kau tiada...

Tiada lagi aku menantikan seraut wajah itu di kaca tv...

Tidak bernafsu lagi aku memutar radio kala pagi...

Hilangnya seri industri seni...

Malapnya kini...

Tak bermaya lagi...

Kau telah pergi....

Pergi mu tiada ganti...

Kau permata di kalangan permata...

Kau berkilau dalam kilauan..

Kau bersinar....sepancarnya sinaran...

Dan kau...

...satu tiada lagi gantian.....

Al-fatihah....

Moga roh mu dicucuri..

Dirahmati...

Di angkat tinggi...

Kerna budimu...

Terlalu tinggi...

Keikhlasan mu...

Terlalu suci...

Kehilangan mu...

Terlalu berbekas di hati....

Amin...

Cry

I have seen peace. I have seen pain,
Resting on the shoulders of your name.
Do you see the truth through all their lies?
Do you see the world through troubled eyes?
And if you want to talk about it anymore,
Lie here on the floor and cry on my shoulder,
I'm a friend.

I have seen birth. I have seen death.
Lived to see a lover's final breath.
Do you see my guilt? Should I feel a fright?
Is the fire of hesitation burning bright?
And if you want to talk about it once again,
On you I depend. I'll cry on your shoulder.
You're a friend.

You and I have lived through many things.
I'll hold on to your heart.
I wouldn't cry for anything,
But don't go tearing your life apart.

I have seen fear. I have seen faith.
Seen the look of anger on your face.
And if you want to talk about what will be,
Come and sit with me, and cry on my shoulder,
I'm a friend.
And if you want to talk about it anymore,
Lie here on the floor and cry on my shoulder,
Once again.
Cry on my shoulder,
I'm a friend....

* Ada rindu yang berlagu sendu...ada suara yang berbisik syahdu...ada irama yang beralun lembut....dan tangisan penuh dayu.... Ada sinaran mata meminta simpati...ada seraut wajah minta ditatapi....ada hembusan nafas minta disayangi...ada hati telah kehilangan kini... *

Oleh : Getar-getar yang berkelana di ratusan jiwa....

Lagu Kami..

Ever since I was a baby girl I had a dream
Cinderella theme
Crazy as it seems
Always knew that deep inside that there would come that day
But I would have to wait
Make so many mistakes
I couldn't comprehend
As I watched it unfold
This classic story told I left it in the cold
Walking through an open door that led me back to you
Each one unlocking more of the truth

I finally stopped tripping on my youth
I finally got lost inside of you
I finally know that I needed to grow
And finally my mate has met my soul


Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though we will have our differences
Something strange and new is happening
Finally
Now my life doesn't seem so bad
It's the best that I've ever had
Give my love to him finally

I remember the beginning you already knew
I acted like a fool
Just trying to be cool
Fronting like it didn't matter
I just ran away
And on another phase
Was lost in my own space
Found what its like to hurt selfishly
Scared to give of me
Afraid to just believe
I was in a jealous, insecure, pathetic place
Stumbled through the mess that I have made

Finally got out of my own way
I've Finally started living for today
I finally know that I needed to grow
And finally my mate has met my soul

Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though we will have a our differences
Something strange and new is happening
Finally
Now my life doesn't seem so bad
It's the best that I've ever had
Gave my love to him Finally

Finally, Finally

Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though we will have our differences
Something beautiful is happening, happening
Finally
Now my life doesn't seem so bad
It's the best that I've ever had
Give my love to him finally
..............

New Moon

Mesti Best kan! Jum nyanyi lah~

Meet me on the Equinox

Meet me half way

When the sun is perched at it's highest peek

In the middle of the day

Let me give my love to you

Let me take your hand

As we walk in the dimming light

Or darling understand

That everything, everything ends

That everything, everything ends

Meet me on your best behavior

Meet me at your worst

For there will be no stone unturned

Or bubble left to burst

Let me lay beside you,

Darling Let me be your man

And let our bodies intertwine

But always understand

That everything, everything ends

That everything,everything ends

That everything, everything,

everything ends A window

An opened tomb

The sun crawls Across your bedroom

A halo A waiting room

Your last breaths Moving through you

As everything, everything ends

As everything, everything ends

As everything, everything, everything

Everything, everything, everything ends

Meet me on the Equinox Meet me half way

When the sun is perched at it's highest peek

In the middle of the day

Let me give my love to you

Let me take your hand

As we walk in the dimming light

Or darling understand

That everything, everything ends...

Ekceli aku belom tengokciter ni..belum berkesempatan..tunggu lah suatu masa...Edward datang bawak aku tengok dengan die....auww~

Selamat Malam Cinta..

Berlari lari ku kepada mu..
Saat ku jumpa mu di mimpiku
Lalu ku luah kan rasa rindu
Melukiskan indah senyumanmu
Hembuskan rinduku tinggi di awanan
Indahnya cinta disuluh rembulan
Engkaulah bintang engkaulah pilihan
Anugerah-Nya tiada bandingan

Takkan pernah aku menginginkan mu
Menangis karena ku
Jatuh cinta padamu
Sesaat kau jauh..

Tak terbatas ruang minda ku kerna
Menerima dirimu seadanya
Separuh hatiku tertinggal
Hanya untukmu jua..oooo
Takkan pernah kaki ini melangkah
Pergi jauh tinggalkan segala...

Hitam putih...
Ku satukannya sewarna...

Selamat malam arjuna~

Mungkinkah terjadi...

Seringkali Hati Bertanya....

Tiap Saat Kita Bersama.....

Sampai Bilaku Harus Memendam Rasa....

Tak Pernah aku Merasai....

Bibir Terkunci...Jiwa Bergelora....

Rasa Tak Percaya....

Adakah ku Bermimpi...

Mimpi Di Siang Hari .....

Dirimu.....

Telah Lama ku Nantikan...

Wajah Yang Bermain Di Mimpi-mimpiku....

Hidupku......

Kini Bagaikan Penjara.....

Tanpamu Di Sisi Tak Bermakna.....

Mungkinkah Akan Terjadi....

Dirimu aku Miliki....

Berilah Tanda Kepastianmu.....

Namun Jika Tak Tercapai Harapanku.....

Selama Hayat Dirimu,

Tetapku Sanjungi.....

Dia sukekan lagu ni mase kami masih berkawan dulu.......

Selamat malam..

Merindukan Mu..

Saat aku tertawa di atas semua...

Saat aku menangisi kesedihanku...

Aku ingin engkau selalu ada..

Aku ingin engkau aku kenang...

Selama aku masih bisa bernafas...

Masih sanggup berjalan..

Ku kan slalu memujamu...

Meski ku tak tau lagi...

Engkau ada di mana...

Dengarkan aku ku merindukanmu...

Saat aku mencoba merubah sgalanya...

Saat aku meratapi kekalahanku...

Dengarkan aku ku merindukanmu...

( Mengapakah aku melayan lagu ini berkali-kali ? )

Mimpi Sedih la pulak!

Di malam sepi...
Aku bermimpi...
Mimpi yang sedih sekali...
Kau akan pergi..
Tinggalkan diriku...
Aku menangis tersedu...
Diriku tak pernah lepas dari penderitaan...
Mimpi yang kini terjadi...
Kau pergi setelah aku serahkan kasih suci..
Itulah nasib diriku...
Angin meniup membisikkan kata...
Yang sangat menyusuk hati...
Angin meniup membelai rambut ku...
Yang tiada berseri lagi....
Diriku tak pernah terlepas dari penderitaan..
Mimpi yang kini terjadi..
Kau pergi setelah aku serahkan kasih suci..
Itulah nasib diriku....

Posting takde motif

Sekilas lena ku di buai lagu kegemaran....

Masa lalu kita di dalam hidup ku ..apakah ku jadikan putih...
Kegagalan cintaku juga keyakinan tergoyah oleh keadaan..
Miskin jiwa dan ragaku...bagai hidup di padang yg tandus..
Begitu beratnya beban yg ada di dalam hidup ku...
Bila kau percaya bahawa hari-hari selalu berganti..
Akan selamanya awan-awan hitam menghantui hidup ku...
Mendung tak beerti hjan..
Yakinlah itu satu cobaan..
Masih ada waktu dan kesempatan untuk maraai cinta..
AKu ingin mencari ketenangan diri.
Agar hidup ini bukanlah sekadar mimpi..
Aku ingin kau tahu isi hatiku..
Cintaku padamu kasihku putih tak ternoda...
Untuk dirimu...

Akhirnya membuat aku tidak dapat lelap.....
" ..aku ingin mencari ketenangan diri agar hidup ini bukanlah sekadar mimpi..."
Hakikatnya dalam hidup kita selalu bermimpi..
Bermimpi yang tidak-tidak...

Pelangi Petang...

Ku meniti awan yang kelabu......
Kutempuhi lorong yang berliku......
Mencari sinar yang menerangi...
Kegelapanku.....
Kupercaya pasti suatu masa.......
Sang suria kan menyinar jua.......
Membawa harapan yang menggunung....
Bersamanya...
Engkau tiba bagaikan pelangi....
Tak bercahya namun kau berseri......
Tapi cukup menghiburkan hati ini....
Seharian waktu bersamamu....
Tak terasa saat yang berlalu....
Bagai pelangi petang kau kan pasti....
Pergi jua...

Sepertimana aku cintakan hujan, begitu jua aku kasihkan pelangi....Hujan yang menemani sering memberi asyik di taman hati....dan pelangi yang menyinari selalu memekarkan kuntuman bebunga di sanubari... Lalu bagaimana harus perasaan berbelah bahagi lagi....

Dalam kebisuan yang beerti, pingin wajah mu ku hiaskan di segenap kamar hati....Ingin senyum mu ku rantaii...ingin hati mu ku selalu miliki....

Dalam kebingitan yang membohong...teringin hati ini terus terkunci...angankan jiwa ini terus membenci...mohon perasaan ini kosong tak berisi......

Rindu yang bertandang siapakah gerangan...

Wajah yang di tatap, mengundang rinduan..

Bibir yang membicarakan hasrat perasaan...

Hati menyatukan jiwa meroboh sempadan....

Bagai pelangi petang yang singgah dan kehilangan......

"You And I Both"

Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
Oh taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
But often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright lights turn to night
Until the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
Others only read of the love, the love that I love.

See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages for words
More words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
And if you could see me now,
Oh love, no
You and I, you and I
Not so little you and I anymore, mmm...
And with this silence brings a moral story
More importantly evolving is the glory of a boy

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
And if you could see me now
Well I'm almost finally out of
I'm finally out of
Finally deedeedeedee
Well I'm almost finally, finally
Well I'm free, oh, I'm free

And it's okay if you have to go away
Oh just remember the telephone works both ways
And if I never ever hear them ring
If nothing else I'll think the bells inside
Have finally found you someone else and that's okay
Cause I'll remember everything you sang

Cause you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see me now
well I'm almost finally out of.
I'm finally out of, finally, deedeeededede
well I'm almost finally, finally, out of words.

Hurting My self..

I hurt myself today ..to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain ..the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole ,the old familiar sting ..
try to kill it all away ....
but I remember everything ...what have I become?
my sweetest friend ...everyone I know goes away in the end
and you could have it all ...my empire of dirt

I will let you down ...I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns
upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
beneath the stains of time
the feelings disappear
you are someone else
I am still right here

what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt

I will let you down
I will make you hurt

if I could start again
a million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way

Pesanan terakhir Mikaeel ....

Hari sekali lagi berlalu..Sedangkan aku masih sendiri..

Mengapakah ini terjadi..Ketiadaan mu disisi...

Ucapan perpisahan tak pernah kau lafazkan..

Siapakah mampu memberikan jawapan..

Perlukah kau pergi dan..Membiarkan duniaku sepi..

Saban hari termanggu ku sendiri berbicara soal hati..

Bagaimanakah cinta bisa pergi..

Lantas terdengar bisikan suara di kuping..

"..tidak kau berseorangan...aku disini menemani mu.."

"..biar kau menjauh..aku tetap disini.."

"..kau tidak akan keseorangan...disini aku bersama mu.."

"..biar jasad dipisahkan..dihati kita bersatu.."

"..percayalah kau tidak bersendirian.."

Lalu di malam itu..

Seolah terdengar suara tangisan..

Mengharapkan aku datang...memeluk mu dalam rangkulan..

Hasrat dan impian mu telah ku dengari..

Lalu biarlah ku tanggung segala beban mu dihati..

Inginku gengam erat tangan mu..

Dan selamanya kite menyatu...

Kasih...bisikkanlah madah itu..

Pasti berlari aku kembali mendapatkan mu..

Dan kasih...ketahuilah oleh mu..

Kau tidak akan sendirian...

Untuk mu akan senantiasa aku adakan....

P.S : Ini pesanan terakhir dari Mikaeel Abdullah buat aku semalam.. dan aku percaya bintang di langit akan sentiasa memancarkan sinarnya menemani kita semua...Al-Fatihah..

Kucing Hitam..lallaaa..

Jum layan lagU nih.....

Kucing hitam kau berjalan di depanku ..
Ku tak hirau hanya mainan duniaku ..
Hati luka kau berada di depanku ..
Ku tak risau tak ke mana tujuanmu ..

Kucing hitam kau berlari ke arahku ..
Ku tak risau ke manakah tujuanmu ..
Hati hitam sehitam ibu hempedu ..
Jiwa kacau bagai sialan yang terganggu ..

*
Ada segalanya yang kau mahu ..
Adalah raja di mata temanmu ..
Tapi kau bersuara yang engkaulah perwira ..
Sambil mengibar bendera-bendera megahmu ...

Kucing hitam hanya satu yang ku tahu ..
Rambut hitam hati di dalam tak tentu ..
Cara hitam itulah ideologimu ..
Ku tak risau ku tetap dengan caraku ...

^_^...bila bosan ku sebut namamu....
Kucing hitam ku...lallaaaa.....


( Mood : MeReNg )

Mereka dimana...

Sahabat sejatiku, hilangkah dari ingatanmu

Di hari kita saling berbagi
Dengan kotak sejuta mimpi, aku datang menghampirimu
Kuperlihatkan semua hartaku

Kita s’lalu berpendapat, kita ini yang terhebat
Kesombongan di masa muda yang indah
Aku raja kaupun raja
Aku hitam kaupun hitam
Arti teman lebih dari sekedar materi

Pegang pundakku, jangan pernah lepaskan
Bila ku mulai lelah… lelah dan tak bersinar
Remas sayapku, jangan pernah lepaskan
Bila ku ingin terbang… terbang meninggalkanmu

Ku s’lalu membanggakanmu, kaupun s’lalu menyanjungku
Aku dan kamu darah abadi
Demi bermain bersama, kita duakan segalanya
Merdeka kita, kita merdeka

Tak pernah kita pikirkan
Ujung perjalanan ini
Tak usah kita pikirkan
ujung perjalanan ini

+ Mish My Fwenz Loh!!! +

I LoVe DiZ sOnG....

Fall For You

Best thing about tonigh's that we're not fighting...

Could it be that we have been this way before......

I know you don't think that i am trying...

I know you're wearing thin down to the core....

But hold you breath..

Because tonight wiil be the night that i weill fall for you..

Over again,

Don't make change my mind...

Or I won't live to see another day....

I swear its true..

Because a girl like you is impossible to find..

You're impossible to find....

This is not I intended....

I always swore to you i'd never fall apart...

You always thought than i was stronger...

I may have failed...

But I have loved you from the start...

Oh, but hold you breath..

Because tonight will be the night that i will fall for you..

Over again..

Don't make me change my mind..

Or I won't live to see another day..

I swear it's true..

Because a girl like you is impossible to find....

It'd impossible to find....

So breath in so deep...

Breath me in,

I'm yours to keep...

And hold onto you words...

Cause talk is cheap...

And remember me tonight..

When you're asleep..

Because tonight will be the night that i will fall for you..

Over again,

Don't make me change my mind...

Or I won't live to see another day...

I swear it's true..

Because a a girl like you is impossible to find...

WaRkAh.....

Petang ni jiwa sentimental telah mengusik hati...after lenguh jari menulis dan menaip asigmnt, aku layan lagu jiwang meleleh jer...pada siapa yang nak layan sama, aku sarankan lagu ni the best..sebab lagu ni penuh melankolik arr....

.......WARKAH........

Takkan lagi aku menunggu
kau hadir di dalam mimpi-mimpiku
puasku mengharapkan dirimu
seperti mereka yang punya cinta..

Diriku tanpa dirimu
kau tempuhi penuh bahagia
diriku mahu kau tahu
pedih ini kau tak terasa..

Warkahku mengharapkan dirimu
seperti yang aku kenali dulu
setiaku menantikan dirimu
seperti setianya terhadap diriku..

Tapiku melepaskan mu
melangkah namun tak berdaya
terusku terus menunggu
cinta yang takkan pernah ada..

p/s : Jangan lupe solat maghrib laks... tataaaa... !!!!